Don't be envious of the wicked. Even when they seem well off, with no troubles, and you are full of struggles. God cares about your heart. Having a soft, humble, and kind heart is what matters. Envy is a caustic heart position that displeases God and makes us unsatisfied. It is never in vain to have a pure and innocent heart.
I praise you God that you hold me even when I fall into envy. You are so faithful to me even when I stumble. Thank you for always leading me back onto the straight and narrow path. God you are all I have, you're everything I need. "My flesh and heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever" (psalm 73:26).