We get this way at times, we get tempted to give up on seeking the Lord. I mean, after all it doesn't seem like He hears us or if He does hear us, it's not like he cares or at least that's how it feels. If God is really for us, it seems like the whole world is against us, and if we're honest it feels as though the world is winning. We get this way at times, we want to give up, we spend time being angry, we spend time crying or weeping, we get frustrated, and we want to throw our hands up and surrender. I even think even if God does come through, won't he be upset or angry with me because of my disbelief, because of my doubt. Our past with God proves that he has carried us through, He has delivered us, He has blessed us. If we are honest what we are upset about seems to be so petty in comparison to eternity.